The idea a big conundrum would involve a process where the US has an administration run by a black person who have trouble reconciling the UK and its Royal family is not based on reality; the issues remain as they have always been i.e. when the US becomes a moral Country that trades with ethics and most of its admirers follow suit, that will be the day, for now there is nothing anybody can do about it and it is never clear what point people design their existence into a threat to other peoples own which is how and why some people are still cunts at present while they complain with that big mouth and a history to go with it more so I dare say. Nobody will ever buy any of those things they put up if people know what they really are and of course we all know they make it up to themselves with media but I dont look the part of wanting anything to do with it as far as my case is concerned either – hence they need leave me alone as it were or stop complaining.

I know they always want to talk about the history of Christians and the history of the Bible all of the time and they cannot seem to do it without a mention of how I think I know the dogs I play with but if I mess with them they will rip me apart but still I cannot show the respect that is due to those who take care of them for all of society. I wouldn’t know about it anyway; what I do know is that they are never interested in talking about their own wickedness, what they want to talk about is other peoples bible and religion: i.e. the fact that they are always keen to find out which new thing God is doing with his people so that they can stall peoples finances and invent new wickedness to match which they only tend to get away with depending on the stubbornness of those who follow leaders like me and or what Politicians allow them, unless there is clear set out steps taken like I have to make a statement by making sure they don’t just for the sake of it, in order to create an exception to that stupid rule. In medieval times things were a lot different than it is now; so that hounding people because you are prepared to make all of their living a misery on account that you wish to ensure whatever God is doing with them is only something they work for and another from a different generation that comes after gains everything, so that it might create media and political capital of wickedness and evil to play both sides up, would have resulted in violence which sometimes may have been extreme as well but today you have to take a clear step to detach yourself from the general social tolerance to issue them warnings it is not a social issue but them looking for trouble and inform them of how there is nothing wrong with a process whereby they find it which in actual fact they really always should.

It has never been a crisis for me, personal or otherwise; it’s the same old story all around of the fact they have a sex and that sex is beyond my financial reach but I am being forced to pay for it anyway because of their ego as a result of their sex; so that when you contrast that with the price you have to pay as a result of the fact you have a sense of making a living that is conventional, like I do, then you want to do something about them as well; as it stands, the insults do not help them in my case at all, since last I had decided I want to grind away at their lives like that stupid poverty they grind away at me via the vandalism of my work all the time and creation of problems that cost me any spare cash I have for good measure and working hard to keep it up as many as might be needed on a daily basis thing they seem to have come to love so much – the reasons I took that step being that my personality had become a serious problem for me in the sense that somebody else wants to use it and we are now in a place where that problem does not exist anymore and any indications of starting it again will make their case over me a lot worse than it is at present never mind the fact I will not give up my hold on it in hell as well; so this is where we are – I am no longer persecuted because people want to use my personality, they are more carried away with chasing me to save their stupid selves all together and that is good regardless of how hard I have to work to keep it going. Naturally of which the need to discuss the violent history of the church about which they never talk about their wickedness instead when they have never actually attended church in their lives and have not got a clue what it is about, does propel them in such conditions as I have mentioned such facts to ask if it is over with me yet and of course it isn’t; since you simply don’t get to University every day waking up by 5.30 am to a chest that is about to explode on account somebody has been having a narcissistic pleasure with political speeches and media news that keeps his neighbourhoods of violent trouble seekers pleased with themselves at my expense, only for it to continue like that for the rest of your life on a daily basis, long after you dropped out of your studies and ended up in hospital once for a chest infection and the other for depression, only to think that the reasons for your failures is as they have put it i.e. that you are stupid and deserve to be used by others as a cultural indemnity which does imply the fight over making use of their personality and a need to savage your finances and create barriers to your right to be an employed person is continuing: - of course it is never over until I say so.

It’s just the way I work; they want that personality but that personality is he gospel or it is the books or it is the job and one of these days I will offer them proceeds from either three which if they had failed to accept will see me act to move them on as well. On the contrary I am winning and like it that way; like they have a sex that is beyond my reach which I am paying for anyway because I am a low life that their sex should be empowered to take advantage of, then they want to discuss the violent history of the Bible to extricate which part of a history with them that people have moved on from at my expense. They do say I talk about it when it is not inquired of me because I am a coward but I have a job that allows me to work for both the Church and the State at the highest levels and want nothing more from the world, now I have been hounded and insulted and abused and provoked into a need for extreme violence that means when I shoot somebody I will end up in prison or worse; I don’t want the consequences for these actions even though I want to carry them out – they should always find the trouble they seek and learn to let other people be – last we checked I have gone from the coward they fear and now I am the coward that fears them and it looks set to continue like that for eternity as well: I can only say taking up my public life fully will not be a comfortable experience for them considering that big mouth blowing off all over the place for it too. Yes I know there is a question of whether I would not have accepted a more peaceful way of resolving the issue of which the peaceful way stares them in the face all the time and they can be the idiots and the journalists with the best bully jobs in the world that allow my job to benefit me like it should and allow me to have my job, otherwise stop complaining and save themselves with that stupid ego; an ego that does not in any way recognise facts about how they should not handle others which is why they get to their offices to keep me off my earnings in order to feel powerful, besides their celebrity idiots they make at my expense to turn out and push conundrums of their own concerned with the problems in their stupid little lives into my affairs to make me solve them just in order to exist – it has always stared them in the face the none violent way of getting on of course. When I am through innocence will be gone as well which will constitute one of my good takes on an example of the dispositions they adopt while doing these things that tend to mean it is amusing.

I dont actually like them as much as they think their appearance on my television makes them likeable; I know they are very destructive individuals you dont want to let anywhere near your office because your University project will easily become a tool for finding out how stressed the cat was on the day not because they don’t know what it is but because the stress it causes you can be satisfying for their narcissistic feelings and if they want to be nice then they tell you how to live your own life to avoid a process where the dark side of them is displayed in such ways with a big mouth. The other more interesting part is largely concerned with how I am not aware these things are done by women and they are determined to ruin me and keep me ruined but we all know those are aware of a murky world of sexism where men can organise if they have enough of them and sexually abuse their fat bottoms so they can get off some royal kids they feel they want to bully all the time, which is not a path I want to follow necessarily but they will feel me alright and for now continue to believe I am not aware that I am enforcing a condition where their fat bottoms will never be famous. I mean they do bring up things like bum holes never cry and love the ones you are with; I have not got a clue where they get it anyway although we know of what punishment await them if these things are not at an end. It makes much more sense when they complain to Politicians all I do are designed to ensure I do not care about the plights of people all over the world, which does mean they have been doing the charity work anyway and one of the both of us was always going to thereof – so I win again – I don’t write my books for them. I do feel that kicking them like I do all the time is the way to make a living, it tallies with the claim my books are all what I thought people want to hear about my experiences of being bullied too; they are fat is the first story, they want to be famous even when they have husbands and a family at my expense is another and then another being they want to ruin me financially for the fun of it and then another being that they handle my books and use it to cause trouble and the other being that ensure they stir up certain stupid men that handle the books as well to take revenge on them; so do I know these things are done by women or not? I don’t pay a lot of attention to them because they are to me liabilities I must declare to Banks and sponsors which will prove to them I can trade my books and pay them back their loans within a deadline.